A random song I wrote cause I got bored in French class

I don't really feel right trying to fit in with everyone, I don't really want to know what everyone is trying to say to me, I just want to be alone with my thoughts...
I started to think that I need a new life, something with a little more sanity, something that wont make me look bad...
Sometimes I miss you, but right now I need sometime alone...
Don't take it the wrong way I really do love you, I just really need sometime to myself, to think about everything that is going on right between us...
Some days I'm thinking what are we doing here, nothing is making any since to me any more...
I may not of known it then, but now I must say that everything is starting to turn to the old ways were we started to believe that everything was about yourself...
Sometimes I know that you wish you could be alone with me, but no one really wants that, no one wants us to be together, but don't let that stop you from making something out of yourself...
I don't really need you, but some days I wish I had you here by my side, to keep me safe from everything that comes along to hurt me...
I know that you didn't really mean that, you're just a little upset, but it still kind of hurt me, when I heard come from you, I know I can't ask you to say that you are sorry but I wish you would...
Some day I'll know that everything is only happening because you wanted me to feel something between us, but it don't really matter that nothing is happing and we might as well know that something is happing to me, that you don't really care what is going on...
I really wish there was something that I could tell you but not today, not ever, not nothing I could ever tell you or anyone in this world...
I just don't really know any more, who should I go to right now, I don't really know if theres someones thats there cause I really need some one to say that they know what I'm going through...
I really wish some one could come along and save me from all the things I'm going to do, all the stupid mistakes that'll make you go crazy...
I know that you have been there for me from the very begging, but it might help me a little if I could be alone for a little while, even if nothing happens I want you to know...

That I really did, I really did, I really did try my best, I tries to keep us together through rain or shine, I cried the night away hoping you would come back, I really do...

I just can't say it because this isn't about that, its about how someone goes through life not really kn0wing if there making the right chose...