A random song I wrote cause I got bored in French class

I don't really feel right trying to fit in with everyone, I don't really want to know what everyone is trying to say to me, I just want to be alone with my thoughts...
I started to think that I need a new life, something with a little more sanity, something that wont make me look bad...
Sometimes I miss you, but right now I need sometime alone...
Don't take it the wrong way I really do love you, I just really need sometime to myself, to think about everything that is going on right between us...
Some days I'm thinking what are we doing here, nothing is making any since to me any more...
I may not of known it then, but now I must say that everything is starting to turn to the old ways were we started to believe that everything was about yourself...
Sometimes I know that you wish you could be alone with me, but no one really wants that, no one wants us to be together, but don't let that stop you from making something out of yourself...
I don't really need you, but some days I wish I had you here by my side, to keep me safe from everything that comes along to hurt me...
I know that you didn't really mean that, you're just a little upset, but it still kind of hurt me, when I heard come from you, I know I can't ask you to say that you are sorry but I wish you would...
Some day I'll know that everything is only happening because you wanted me to feel something between us, but it don't really matter that nothing is happing and we might as well know that something is happing to me, that you don't really care what is going on...
I really wish there was something that I could tell you but not today, not ever, not nothing I could ever tell you or anyone in this world...
I just don't really know any more, who should I go to right now, I don't really know if theres someones thats there cause I really need some one to say that they know what I'm going through...
I really wish some one could come along and save me from all the things I'm going to do, all the stupid mistakes that'll make you go crazy...
I know that you have been there for me from the very begging, but it might help me a little if I could be alone for a little while, even if nothing happens I want you to know...

That I really did, I really did, I really did try my best, I tries to keep us together through rain or shine, I cried the night away hoping you would come back, I really do...

I just can't say it because this isn't about that, its about how someone goes through life not really kn0wing if there making the right chose...

Just bored

I am STRONG because I am weak. I am Beautiful because I know my flaws. I am a Lover because I'm a fighter. I am Fearless because I have been afraid. I am WISE because I have been foolish... and I can Laugh because I've known sadness.

I have a question does anyone read these??

Do you really know me??

You know my name, not my story.
You know my current state, not my history
You know what I say, not what I think.
You know what I allow you to see, not my true skin.
You know my doings, not my motivations.
You wanna know me?
You got to have

patience.

Yeah....

When I looked into his sky blue eyes I saw pain & loss. I saw nothing but his pain & feel to piece. For his pain cut into me & his loss was lost to me. I could not help but cry for him. But not out of pity but out of his pain that I felt & that some one close to him was lost to all.

You know about all the old times that people talk about.You hear all the stories & wonder why they can't be real. You wonder why that no one can tell us what it would be like if it we went back in time.You want to feel what it was like for children to run the earth. You want to remember what it felt like when you were still young.

You have one real friend & you don’t know what you should do. Should you go to them & help them or leave them for some one else.  Do you really want to lose your friendship with them? Do you really need another want flake who will leave you when things get though? Or do you want your one true friendship?

We all cry for different reasons. Some cry out of love, pain, loneliness, & risk. What do I cry for? It's not out of love, pain, loneliness, or risk. It is not out my friends or family or for myself. I cry for everything & everyone. I cry for the Earth its self. I cry to let the Earth know that I care. I cry every time I see something sad or happy. I am the rain its self.

I am like a never ending storm that seems to be calm at first but wild later on. Always on the verge of screaming & striking out &With tears that blur my vision & winds that blow myself away With calm genital happy tears that bring me joy to see another day

& yet no one is there to see the never ending storm.

To live means to die. To die means to live. But to live one must first learn to love

 He gave 12 rose, 11 real & 1 fake & said "I'll love you till the last rose dies"

Time together isn't ever quite enough when you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home. What will it take to make or break this hint of love? We need time, only time When we're apart, whatever are you thinking of? If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone? So tell me darling, do you wish we'd fall in love? All the time, all the time. Your heart will fall. Then love will fly It's gonna soar I don't care for any Casanova thing. All I can say is Love stinks. I don’t care what you think as long as it is about me the best of us can find happiness in misery. Heartbroken There's this place in me where your fingerprints still rest... your kisses still linger and your whispers softly echo...It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me.

Its raining XD

Ok so its raining & I really want to go run in the rain but I know that I can't :'( (heheh no one knows what im doing right now....) lalala... I didn't say anything... Can you tell that I'm bored?? I just can't wait till tomorrow

Yeah I'm bored get over it

Not Pretty.
Not Skinny.
Not Perfect.
Not Bothered.


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