I Guess you could say that I have always been different & I just don't know why. This is what I feel day in & day out.
I would always choose you
I know I must let you go if I want to have you still in my life
I feel the world as it falls in to its nightly sleep when the children of the world drift off to there sweet dreams. I feel when there is new life born in to the world. I can feel how you feel towards me is not just as a friend but something more than a friend.
You don't have to be PERFECT to be the one I love
I don't want someone that will make me feel like I need to be perfect just for them...
I don't care what we talk about as long as I'm with you
You can say you love me but you have to prove that you truly love me for who I am
There is something I've been wanting to say something about myself that would help someone know what I've been going through in my short life. All I've ever wanted to do was be someone not just the little kid I was believed to be. This is for the one that I love, the one that I will always love even when I have to say goodbye to.
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You think that you know everything about me that you know what I'm going through, that you can read my very thoughts but you don't know do you. All you know is the stuff that I had said in the past the things that I had done in the past but you don't know the me that is just wish to be set free from the prison that it is in.
You have tired to get to know the person that is not real by telling me that this is who I really am but when I'm alone I start to cry because I know that this is not who I am all I want to do is scream it to the world & let it know that I'm tired of pertend like I'm someone when in reality I'm just one little girl who knows nothing of the outside world. All that I can understand is that you just want me to be like the rest of them.
Did you know that I don't like to around people very much that I get nervous when I get asked a question when everyone is staring at me like I have all the answer in my head. All I want is someone to save me from the darkest things that have been trying to kill me all so long.
Did you know that I'm not sad when you think I am that I'm a happy kind of person. That everything that I write has nothing to do with the kind of person that I am. All I know about myself is that this isn't my life & I'm done living it this kind of way. I;m ready to move away from this kind of life.
This is my life I'm taking my life back & this is what I'm going to
do I know what I'm going to say I want to be with the person that I care
about, I don't ever want to say goodbye because I know it to be true
that I truly know for sure that they are the only one for me that I
truly love them with all my hear. If you think I'm joking then I guess you better think again because I mean it I really do, & there isn't anyone that can ever make me think any differently.
So this is my end... I'm done with for now, heres the new me...
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